My Special Someone

In every story of life and slam, there is always something untried to discover and moments to trea authorized forever. Even is life is painful and full of suffering, there is always one thing that would give us the courage to stand and front all the consequences of living love. Life is a never-ending journey. We tend to find someone that we thought that would last a life duration but sometimes, we became too ruse of loving to the extent of giving everything without anything in return that leave a result of being a martyr. However, in spite of the hardships that we soak up felt, we still run into in love again and hope that the next time we fall, our heart our fly along with our love and non fall in the ocean divergence us wounded alone.Personally, I can say that falling in love is the greatest smacking on earth. Despite of all the problems that occur in our path, it will always be fine because we knew that there is light through the eyes of our special someone. I believe t his perspective because I presently feel the same way. After all, I knew that I have found the one for me and I am truly blessed to have this woman by my status and prayed that she will stay with me for the rest of my life. Because of the real feelings that I have for her, I insufficiency to share my special someone named Shabnam.Shabnam is a very fine, loving and fondness person. She is 25% Spanish, 25% Filipino, and 50% Indian. Shabnam has a different life-story, which we only often see in the movie or television. Shabnams founder is Indian darn her fuck off is Spanish. Her male parent knew her mother in Spain where they fall in love. Their love with one another produced a child, which is Shabnam. While her mother was pregnant, her father and her mother went to India. When her father and mother got there, Shabnams mother found out that her father was already married to another woman who is also pregnant during those times.Aside from this, the family of Shabnams father does no t want Shabnams mother because she is Spanish. Eventhough this was the case, Shabnams mother accepts the situation and still pursues the birth of Shabnam but her mother and father separated. Shabnams stepmother born her stepbrother named Vishal. Her father brought Vishal to San Jose, California, USA. Ew years later, Shabnams mother died due to cancer. After her mother died, she had to live with her father but despite her father exist, she still seeks for a mother figure that would guide and take care of her. She really wanted to have a mother that is why she went to India to ask her stepmother to go to the USA to bring sustain the family together.Through this story, I realized that she is not selfish because even if she wanted to have a mother, she did not search for anything else but her stepmother whom she asked to bring the family back, which is the original family. Through this reputation of Shabnam, it really brought me to the fact of loving and taking care of her. She deserv es to be loved because she does not have any anger and selfishness even if she was lack of love and reverence coming from a mother. I was amazed and I admired her eagerness and concern of bringing back the family again after a long time. Shabnams story can be a realization to other children who build hatred towards their parents because of their parents illegitimate relationship. However, despite of this situation of Shabnam, I love and will always love her as best as I could.I started admiring Shabnam because of her smile and expressive eyes. I did not even think that she had a special family situation because she seemed to be happy always. Having a special relationship with Shabnam is amazing because she is very caring and humble. I guess despite of her family background, she remains humble and freehearted for it is the only way of showing her love to other people that should be for her mother.She is a equipoise and I am a Gemini. Based on the astrology, Libra and Gemini are c ompatible with one another. Maybe, we were meant for each other because even the astrology says that we have both found one another I to her and her to me. We have also so many things in common it is because we both have an Indian blood and though she has different blood aside from Indian blood, she was brocaded as an Indian because she lives in his father.My present relationship with Shabnam is great. We are having moments that I treasure inside my heart. I am always happy when we were together. She flip me laugh, she found my heartbeats fast, she teach me to be understanding because she understand the deeper perspective of life even if it is very hard and problematic.Having an extraordinary feeling of great love and happiness, I employ to think if getting married. I want to conjoin Shabnam because she is the one I am looking for. I know that not everything may seem to be perfect but despite of it all, I want to be with her for the rest of my life. Maybe people will think that I am too baffle and too much rushing of getting married but logically, a person do not want to miss the opportunity of having someone he/she is looking for a long time. At may age, I know what I want and I know what I feel. I am sure with this next phase of my life in case she will accept my love. Now, I do not want to lose Shabnam for she is very special to me that I never felt before.When I am alone, I used to think of my future with my Shabnam. I think of our future life, which I know will be wonderful and unbeatable. I think of our future children that Shabnam and I will love and nurture. I think of our never-ending happiness even if we are already old. I also think of Shabnam while being with me I will make her happy and contented in life. I will not leave Shabnam as long as I breathe and live.Writing this paper makes me express my love, joy and admiration to Shabnam. She opened my eyes to different perceptions of living in this kind of world. I used to live as it is before having my own world and ignoring many things but when I met Shabnam, things have change and made me become a give way person that is why I love Shabnam everyday because she was not just a beautiful person outside but also inside. Today, we are having a great time together, keeping the fire burning in our hearts with love, faithfulness, and loyalty with one another. She may not tell that she do not want to be like her mother but I know she does so I will took care of her and love her as my one and only in this whole wide world.While writing this paper, I also created a simple poem for Shabnam that shows my love and admiration to her. I want to give her this poem as a sign of my love to her that will not fade until the day I die because I love her so much.I have searched for you,A long, long time ago.I thought I would never ever met,Someone who is like you.Now youre here with me,And hope will always be.The one I admire before,Today, tomorrow and forevermore.You make my heart sing,You make my life ring.You bring sunlight in the sky,You bring colors in the dark.I want to be with you,I want to love you.I want to marry youSo please answer, I do.Work CitedFutral, Ann. Gemini with Libra. (2006) Retrieved August 27, 2007 from